This time last week I was getting ready to take my poly trip to meet Brian and Liz. All the different emotions I was felling made the drive feel like I was on a rollercoaster the entire way up there. It was my first poly date.
Actually a double first poly date.I was completely frantic. I wasn’t just going on my first poly date with one of them but both. First dates are already intimidating to me and I usually find some way out of them at the last minute. This one was a triple threat to me. I had three first dates. It was my first poly date, my first date with Liz, and my first date with Brian. On top of that I drove three hours up there to meet them so that would have been a long drive just to abort mission and go back home.
I was nervous like I was Fergie going up for my second attempt at singing the national anthem. Just messy.
I can’t wait to see them in person and spend time with them. To be able to actually touch them and kiss them both. I love talking everyday but this three-hour drive is not about go by quick enough for me tomorrow. I will pass the time by listening to poly podcasts again probably.
The plan was originally to surprise Liz by coming up tomorrow but Brian got a little excited and let it slip…within thirty minutes. I couldn’t help but laugh. And make note of the fact that he can’t keep a secret. I don’t think that’s a bad thing at all though.